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buria	"What shuts you up is, I think, the sight you've had of perfection: why speak if you can't manage perfect thoughts, perfect sentences? It feels like a betrayal of what you've been through. But it fades; you accept that certain compromises, closures, are required if you're to continue."

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"What shuts you up is, I think, the sight you've had of perfection: why speak if you can't manage perfect thoughts, perfect sentences? It feels like a betrayal of what you've been through. But it fades; you accept that certain compromises, closures, are required if you're to continue."

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

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http://thatgirlhasissues.blogspot.com/2007/12/existential-crisis-part-two-insanity.html

"...she's right in that I am a bit invested in my own madness.I keep thinking
that the moment I get "sane" will be the moment that someone has
tricked me into drinking the koolaid. I am so concerned that I will be
stepford-wifed, that someone will undo my critical eye, that I am
invested in staying on the margin of what gets to be called sane and
notsane in order to not comply with what I perceive as the world's
madness. I am invested in being noncompliant. And I see my depression
(there I go again) as an unintentional exercise of my noncompliance.

But, of course, being depressed sucks mostly. And I don't want to be
depressed. When I am not depressed, I enjoy not being depressed, but I
also feel very suspicious, like I'm missing something. Oppression does
that. Higher sensitivities to the living subtext breathing around you."

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